Friday, March 25, 2011

Brave Face

Once again, the judge has chosen to leave Mya in her birth mother's home.  CYS is still involved so there is still the possibility she could return to us.  It's difficult but in reality I struggle with her being gone everyday so today is really not so special.  Even when it hurts I just put on my brave face and try to pretend that everything is okay.  Perhaps I'm fooling other people but I think I'm really trying to fool myself.

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  1. So, so sorry, Shannon. I wish I had a magic wand and could fix it all. You're still in our prayers.

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  2. I understand how much it hurts that she's gone, and how much you want her back and KNOW that she's better off with you.

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  3. It's so tough to say goodbye. Amazing how these beautiful children can leave such an impression in our hearts. I still miss my Blondie!

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